the true price of a best friend
okay so many many days ago. i lost my best friend to what you may ask urself. well then to no one other then a guy and “new friends”. okay so ive been there for this friend all the time. and those times that i need some one that knew every thing about me. she was no where to be found like seriously. like i would have expected that from an unknown but not from her. and its not the first time. the first time i was i the “wrong” for telling someone else. but this time i actually wanted for her to hear me out. i mean when u havnt seen ur best friend for like 2 weeks u kinda start missing them. so since i was going threw some bs with a cunt bitch nigguh that didnt mean shyt to me. i wanted to talk to her but she was not there. instead she kidda ignored me or at least thats how i felt about it. the main point is that you where never there mayb u where but ur heart was set on some one else. but like ppl say ur significant other is ur best friend i guess theres no room for me in ur heart. and that really sucks. so idk if im being a bitch cuz recently she texted me and she said i miss you. i replied and said oh yea well when u do see me u act like uu dont wanna talk to me or about what i want to talk about so i wouldnt think u missed me… but yea and i mean ive lost many friends but ive never cried for them but this one just hurts cuz she was like a sis… oh and then she posted somthing one fb like “i need a friend” well i laughed and was like well when ur friend needed u, u were never there so though nubs. so yea welp i guess u need to lose some of ur friends to cuz u cant take them with u in the future.
bye ~ karebare
